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I hate school.

Posted by mrty - December 26th, 2009


Update (December 29th 2009, 22:55): I had the maths exam today and it was like every other maths exam I took: not bad. At least I didn't have the diarrhea problem.

Tomorrow I have both a geography test and a German exam. I'm not good at studying two different subjects at once, so I'll either study a lot of geography and lack of German, or vice versa. Since German is an easy class and I know most of the subjects pretty well, I'm focusing on geography right now. Dear principal, thanks for setting up such a messed up exam schedule. Much obliged!

There's been a change of plans. Tomorrow I'll have to stay in the "New Year's Eve party" at school, because I have exams to take and once you get in the borders of school, you can't leave. Not without a reasonable excuse. Seriously, what kind of a party is it if it's forced? What's fun about something you're forced to do? Well, I'll just try having a positive attitude and see if I can stay in there for 3 hours without losing my sanity. I'll also bring my camera there (thank God it's allowed), so if I'm getting raped, I'll try to enjoy it. Updates to come tomorrow.

Update (December 28th, 21:36): My history and religion exams went well today.
Although I realized that I made a few stupid mistakes later on in the history exam. I have a maths exam tomorrow, and boy, wish me luck... Because some of you know how it went last time.

Update (December 27th 2009, 23:12): Right now I'm on a break from studying history. I've never been good at history and I failed the first test, so I need to study hard on this one that is tomorrow.

Where do I get all the energy on this time of the night? Those thanks go to my big brother for recommending me a cup of espresso. Yeah, when I told him I was a bit tired and needed an energy boost in order to study, he introduced me to the nobel prize deserving espresso. It tasted like crap, but after drinking it, my mind was clear and my body was ready to kick some ass.

I studied well so far, but I started to feel the energy boost wearing off, so I'll get back to study soon. Next week I'll go to school only for three days. Thursday I have no exams to take, and after lunch the school is celebrating the new year's eve. When my brother told me that the "celebration" was nothing more than imprisoning the students in the lunch hall for two hours, me and my mom agreed that I'm allowed not go that day. On Friday there's no school because of the first day of the new year.

I'll just hope that those three days will fly by and that I'll do well on my exams during that.

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While this may be an overused phrase, I mean it. I really do. I hate it. I do know that being educated is the only way to get a proper job. I just don't like what I have to go through until that.

Next three weeks, there are exams almost everyday. Some days even have two of them in the same day. It has only been a week since the last exam period, and now it's starting again. Love of fuck, it's like the principal and the teachers have never been students once. It's like they really don't understand what we're going through.

I miss the summer. I played Left 4 Dead all day long, occasionally with a can of beer in my hand, without any worries nor thoughts. I was planning when to do some of my homework while playing. NOW, it's completely vice versa. I'm studying like hell while planning when to play games. Worst of all, I feel that whatever I do is worthless, I can study all night for a test and can get a bad grade in the morning. Something is obviously wrong about the way I study, and I'm tearing my eyes out here trying to find out what it is.

I hate the education system. Five days of school, two days of holiday. Why not just one more day of holiday? Why couldn't just Friday also be a part of the weekend? Weekends fly by so fast nowadays, that I can't even feel rested anymore. I don't count Sunday as a weekend day, because I get up approximately around noon and have to go to maths private lesson in 2:00 PM. I can stay in there even until 6:00 PM sometimes, so when I get back home, the day is already over, the sun is down, and my head hurts because of the feeling of going back to school the other day.

I decided to try a new strategy. Tomorrow I'll get up as early as possible. That way, I should have as much as time as I need to study. Somehow I don't really like going to bed so early in weekends, but at this point, it isn't up to my liking. I have no other choice. I hate school, but if I'm attending it, I should as well act according to the system.

Now I'm going to bed. Hopefully I won't regret my choice in the morning.

P.S. It also saddens me that Christmas isn't as exciting as it used to be. When I was a kid, I was like "Whoa, I can't wait! I bet they bought me one of those super cool action figures!" And when I got everything I wanted, I would be the happiest kid in the world, dancing around the house out of happiness while it snowed like hell outside. Now, it doesn't snow one inch. It's not even that cold.

P.P.S. I'm not complaining that I no longer get what I want. I do get what I wish, good ones too, and I celebrate it with my family with plenty of fun. It's just that... I no longer feel the heart warming atmosphere of Christmas. It just feels like another day.


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I hate school, but not for the same reasons. It's way too easy for me, because in the US, they have to dumb all the material down so EVERY lowlife in the school can understand it and pass.

I also notice that Christmas is "just another day". *sigh*

Too easy? You're one lucky guy, be grateful of your situation.